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| Ex's And Oh's
You took me home
I drank too much
'Cause of you my liver turned to dust
Cold rust taste
A cruel creeping cold pain
Do you understand what I mean?
When you feel your soul drop to the floor
Like a hole
Like an open bleeding sore
Then you'll have bled like I bled
And you'll have wept as I've wept
Suck me down, it's time to rock and roll
Let's hit the bar, let's lose control
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone
But it looks so good and it feels so nice
I paid the price
I'll cut you out just to hear you scream,
Get away from, get away from me
And I can feel my heartbeat racing
As I realize what I must do
Get away from,
Get away from,
Get away from me
I should have turned and ran like hell
Last time I got the taste of you
I should have turned and ran like hell
And I'll see we're through
I should have turned and ran like hell
Last time I got the taste of you
I should have turned and ran like hell
And I'll see we're through
And I'll see we're through
You fell upon me like a plague
Weakness, sweet weakness
But I digress...
After all this...
You're just like all the rest
Suck me down
It's time to rock and roll
Let's hit the bar, let's lose control
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone | | |
| -Quote- Quote you are my soul unquote
Now does that sound familiar?
Kiss the boy and make him feel this way
Quote well this is me unquote
You have been so ugly your entire life
So why change now?
Is this how you want to go down?
Right before my eyes
You are the saddest sight I know
You're quiet you never make a sound
But here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know
Quote we never talk unquote
And thats when I don't answer
Don't you dare ask why
Because you don't want to know,
Quote Well woe is me unquote
How different I've become
And no one understands, my dear, no one really cares
Is this how you want to go down?
Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know
And you're quiet you never make a sound, but here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know
And you were right, right from the start
It took everything you had, but you finally broke my...
And now the old things will pass away
I saw your light once
Did you see mine?
But not all things will pass away
You turned your light off
So I turned mine, away from your sadness, away from the nothing that you feel for me
Is this how you want to go down?
Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know
You're so quiet and you never make a sound
But here inside my mind you are the loudest one, I know
And you were right, right from the start, it took everything you had, but you finally broke my ...
Quote, hey listen 'cause I'll only say this once
I finally found the words
That mean enough to me
Good bye my soul, unquote | | |
| Brain Power?...OH just a Lucid Dreamer. ( Pinch Me Am I Dreaming? )
I've also experienced Sleep Paralysis.
This is actually something I would like to Discuss.
Lucid dreaming: you can become aware that you are
dreaming while you are having a dream. You can simply enjoy the thrill of
being aware that you are experiencing a world totally constructed in your
mind and let it carry you along or you can take control. You can fly,
change scenes, summon long-lost friends and, in short, do absolutely
anything you want.
Tip For Lucid Dreaming: GET TO BED EARLIER! IT'S EASIER IF YOU AREN'T EXTREMELY TIRED BEFORE GOING TO BED.
Warning: Wall of Text
There was a certain point in life where I would have the same night mare
over and over again. I think I had it well over 10 times.
Me Changing The Dream.
Here's how it always went:
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I am trapped in this valley surrounded by mountains. In the very middle
of the valley there is a huge lake. But it acted as an Ocean in my dream.
So everytime I tried to climb up the mountain, a Tidal Wave would hit me
and knock me down the mountain. At which point I would gag and choke
on salt water. In every dream I would attempt to climb the mountain and
free myself from the waves grasp. But everytime I failed and ended up
soaking wet and the foot of the mountain.
Until....
On night I took control of my dream. I became completely concious during
my dream and had the will power to CHANGE the re-occuring events.
I dived head first into the tidal wave, woke up and never drempt of it again.
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Have you ever done this?
Ever morphed your dream into something better?
How You Could Change The Dream:
One Method:
After I made this discovery I tried changing simple things in my dreams,
like objects or people. I first tried turning a palm tree I saw in my dream
into a plane first, and then into a sky scaper before waking up.
Just wanting an object to change in your dream is enough to make the
object change, after all it IS your mind.
Realizing that your awake is NOT as easy at you may think. All you can
really do is gather up the little logic you have while dreaming and realize
a few things about the dream that make it a dream. Like being shot in the
head with a bullet and not dieing, seeing a ghot, a witch, a talking animal,
the sky being red. Anything. Easy you think? It could actually take you
many months or years to become a proficeient Lucid Dreamer.
I guess there's a certain amount of concious you can obtain before making
yourself wake up.
Oooo the wonders of the human Mind.
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Another Method:
.....I once wanted to dream about pokemanz because I was mega
obsessed with it. And I did....but I didn't feel like working so hard into
realizing I was dreaming and then switching it into a pokmon dream
soooo...I had to start the dream out right before sleep. Like create a
story while your half awake and about to fall asleep. Your dream will most
likely have something to do with the story.Or it could not. It's a
Sometimes kinda thing.
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The Past And The Present:
I used to not be able to tell my dreams from reality. As in I wake up and
still think it's true for a few seconds. Sometimes I would be holding
something In my hand and upon waking up I would tighten my grip and
wonder where the object had gone. DD:. And sometimes even now my
dreams are to vivid and real to even tell the difference. ( As in things that
happen in real life hapen in my dream, people look exactly the same and
act exactly the same, & nothing seems out of the ordinary ) | | |
| "Hurt"
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
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| I'm giving up the ghost of love
And in the shadows cast on devotion
She is the one that I adore
Queen of my silent suffocation
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
[Bittersweet]
I won't give up
I'm possessed by her
I'm Bearing her cross
she's turned into my curse
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet
I want you
[I wanted you]
And I need you
[I needed you]
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet | | |
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